← Previous Postmy boyfriend and i were facetiming and i said something like ācanāt wear that bc i have man shouldersā n he goes āyea u do hv some man shouldersā and i was like haha thank u! for shitting on my already terrible self-esteem. when all iāve been doing is relapsing in my eating disorder and body checking constantly and all i can think about is how much i eat. and all i wanna do now is be petty and ignore him. like that just pisses me off. yea it may be true but if you know i hate myself that much??? →