Really hard figuring out how to thread this needle.

The things I want to say.  The things I want to do.  The things I want.  The things I believe in passionately.  The passions I feel. The people I want to be with.  The things I want to do for, to, and with people.  With partners!

Really hard figuring out how to thread this needle.  But what else am I going to do with my life?