I’m wondering what you think about Ddlg play in this circumstance… The little craves a Daddy to love and care for her and of course to have all kinds of naughty and nice fun with. But she also craves very dark things from a Daddy… Yet this all consuming desire matches a deeep panic too (both are defining her right now). So… Do you think it’s healthy to follow thru if these things involve childhood trauma, or do you think it could cause more damage?
I can give real dad advice, and I can give D/Lg-kink advice, but I canât give real psychology or trauma-therapy advice. But I can give caring-person advice and sayâŠ
Are you happy and unconflicted about your kink? Then cool! Does it make you unhappy instead? Conflicted every time you âindulgeâ your kink? Feel like if you could just go âfar enoughâ or get âclose enoughâ you could finally have a âbreakthrough?â Then⊠yeah, read on, ok?
If someone has childhood trauma itâs a very good idea for them to seek professional counseling for their childhood trauma. If itâs related to untreated trauma then their kink is a consequence. Modifying or âcuringâ the kink wonât help resolve the underlying injury.
Letâs think about a neutral example: letâs say someone has a bad fall as a child and as a result they take up tightrope walking. Pretty neutral, right? But it would be silly to say âtheir tightrope walking is the result of early trauma, so letâs get them to stop tightrope walking.â And downright dumb to say âIf we could get them to stop tighrope walking theyâd be a lot healthier.â Â
Kinks often (though not always) arise from an incident or pattern from childhood, even if the childhood events themselves werenât of a sexualized nature. I mean, thereâs a reason we call them âkinksâ instead of, I dunno, âsame old, same old.â
So Iâm always a fan of spending time with psychologists, for the same reason Iâm a fan of spending time with a personal trainer: they see things you wonât, and theyâre trained to offer suggestions and exercises that reduce effort and exhaustion in the rest of your life.
That said!
D/Lg, like most other power-exchange kinks, often have a âdarkâ side where elements of fear, punishment, transgression of âgood girlâ boundaries, etc., produce erotic rather than outraged reactions.
Thatâs ok! Really! When done ârightâ itâs the sex version of scary or three-hankie movies. Those can all be pretty cathartic for a lot of people whoâve never had a moment of trauma in their life!
But!
If it doesnât make you happy? Or if doing it keeps bringing unpleasant things up or, alternatively, if doing your kink is the only thing that keeps unpleasant things from coming up? There are a lot of good therapists and counselors who can help.
Remember: whether itâs plain or kinky, sex is supposed to be fun. Itâs supposed to leave you feeling satisfied and not just relieved. Itâs supposed to feel good! You want to feel happy you did it and look forward to doing it again. Â