The anon here about the dom master who said he could break me.. no this is my actual partner who tells me this. Constantly talks about my mental issues and how I’m mentally ill throws it in my face near to every day. I do have a therapist and I told him to refer his concerns to her I would not be offended. I admit my issues but I can’t handle someone telling me I’m mentally ill every single day how is that supportive. We been together a long time also. Seems fucked up and not supportive.
Thanks for following up.Ā Yeah, thatās 100% not even a little bit supportive.Ā Itās kind of full of shit.
Pro tip: if youāre not someoneās therapist, and if they havenāt asked you specifically for input, then the only legitimate statement that can be volunteered isĀ āis there anything I can do to support you.ā
Also, throwing anythingĀ in your face isnātĀ ādomly.ā
Just going to go back to the vanilla-relationship point: if you wouldnāt put up with this from a vanilla partner you sure as hell donāt have to put up with it from a top.Ā Or bottom or any kind of partner in kink.
Because kink happens on top ofĀ basic vanilla relationship civility.Ā We do it because it adds toĀ our enjoyment and enhancesĀ our relationships with each other.
Unless heās got a bill of sale heās not your realĀ āmaster,ā and unless heās youāre parole officer he has no authority to dominate you, āfor your own goodā or otherwise.Ā Ā
Heās declined to speak with your therapist.Ā Thereās a handful of very good reasons why he probably hasnāt, none of them very flattering to him.Ā Iām sure youāve spoken with your therapist about his wranking on you about this.Ā She may be able to offer you some good scripting for managing it.Ā But one way or another heās being the opposite of a good Dom.
Look.Ā Iām sure he actually loves you a lot, if youāve been together for years.Ā And Iām sure he could even be trying to express sincere concern for you with zero skills in that domain.Ā But recalling the definition of insanity as repeatedly doing a thing and expecting different results, it might be more fair to say you may not be the one who needs to talk to someone.Ā Ā
But no matter how he feels about you, what heās doing isnāt helping.Ā Itās the opposite of helping.Ā Do what you need to do to be safe in your relationship but pull the red handle – Iām going to be generous and say he probably knows what heās doing isnāt working, but heās got to understandĀ that itās not working too.
Best of luck, ok?Ā Iām so, so sorry youāre going through this.